feistyred12

Unbound reaction

Sun, 07 Nov 2010 00:50:05 GMT

I have changed
I have seen pain
I have experienced pain
I have prayed for family
I have made a connection
I have thought about my cousin
I have made realizations that brought tears to my eyes
I have been thankful for her safety
I have had fun through the pain
I have felt joy despite surrounding sadness
I have need to adjust my life
I have made a step in a direction
I have felt fear but pushed on
I have changed for good
I have changed for the better
I have changed

My cousin was adopted from Romania. I realized that if she had not been adopted, she probably would've become a child prostitute. my cousin currently has a mental disorder from not enough love as a kid, which probably would've made her turn to that for love. She deserves better and now she has it. Let her be blessed.
I don't know how all this makes me feel. I am crying like I've never cried before. I haven't seen her in so long b/c of her condition. I miss her.
It also didn't help being made fun of with ginger jokes :(

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Unbound

Fri, 05 Nov 2010 20:13:28 GMT

I have signed up for the unbound movement which is today and tomorrow. Its a crossroads community church/csm thing. Super excited to support this and have fun with my friends while supporting it. YEAH! Also means i have an excuse to save my hw til sunday afternoon, when i actually have time.
Find out more at http://www.unboundmovement.org/
Damn! that means i have to wait to watch last night's big bang theory :(
One last thought before i have to go to unbound:
check out punk goes pop 3. airplanes by the ready set is amazing. also listen to in my head by mayday parade

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Busy busy busy.......TIRED!

Thu, 04 Nov 2010 21:12:42 GMT

I was busy all week and now i'm tired. Hallelujah long weekend! I spent hours yesterday searching for victorian cookie info but came up with nada. Frustration! Please send me info if you have some :))) that is if i'm really talking to someone.....god it's lonely talkin to yourself
My bff has been awol all week (i'd assume she's sick but she won't return any texts.....dead?) so i replaced her. Rosie Posie is da bomb(and would roll her eyes here) it's all good.
Liz is off on america's next top model. hells yeh! yet to catch up on mentalist and hellcats but i'll do it eventually.
Listen to sons of admirals!!! (redheaded british charlie's band) Arthur is damn awesome. Remember... "it's a simple message but it comes from the heart. believe in yourself, that's the place to start"
A random fact.....thomas jefferson was a redhead! like me and kinda like charlie but hes a faux

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Charlie is so cool like......the best faux REDHEAD ever!

Tue, 02 Nov 2010 00:48:28 GMT

I am in love with Charlie is so cool like on YouTube. His red hair is hot b/c it's so fake (mine is real :]) and it matches his accent. Super funny and awkward (just like me i would say but i may be overselling my laughter skills)I totally beat him in the nerd off. just saying <3
He watches Dr. Who which happens to be creepy scifi show. i watched it once like 3 years ago and i slept with my light on for 3 days. that was from 10 minutes of it. not my best moment. Probs just chose the wrong moment to watch. the part i watched involved a murderous car. no one died though. yet.
Check him out http://www.youtube.com/user/charlieissocoollike
Halloween was yesterday. got lots of candy although i should be done with that cuz the elderly are starting to look more upset every time i try and take some. super cold (its cold, cccccold) my ragdoll-ness with its short skirt wasn't warm. Plus i kept flashing the neighbors my spandex. ah! good times :)
i watched Young Frankenstein. Cloris Leechman is perfect for Frau Blucher(spelling). "'his (insert odd german word here) must be HUGE.''well, that goes without saying'" Inga is epic

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Halloween!!!

Sun, 31 Oct 2010 19:46:58 GMT

I have officially aborted my previous costume (unless i didn't mention was ninja) and gone back to ragdoll. i have a party to go to for Halloween. YAH!
And for my pissed off moment of the day i will discuss with you my feelings regarding the project runway winner. get ready. get set. GO: that BITCH! i want to ring her fucking neck. Mondo should have won. it's Heidi's fault cuz she can't stand her ground. Don't even get me started on Nina whore Garcia. I want her to be replaced. i would say that about Michael kors but his funny voice is important to the show. I think Christian Siriano would be perfect replacement for Nina :)
And that concludes todays segment

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Sleeping Beauty

Thu, 28 Oct 2010 20:23:41 GMT

Feeling an odd need to watch Sleeping Beauty. The song once upon a dream is stuck in my head. not that it's a bad song. just a little annoying. Disney songs are super catchy! Off to go watch it.......

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My Homework can die in a hole

Wed, 27 Oct 2010 23:06:04 GMT

i have to write this shitty article review. it's ten pages about darwin and his stupid theory that defies all my beliefs. Yeah, i'm religious.
"You can keep the necklace that i gave to you and i'll keep the shitty tatoos"
I have to finish reviewing it before 8 so i can watch ANTM and survivor. YEH!!!!
"This is the dawning of personal belonging with sirens and violins. the sky you love is falling"
Listening to RIP by 3oh!3. it's my fave song. or maybe love 2012. i believe i see a theme there. imminent death ring a bell.
"this is the eve of i don't believe. that's all we have in common. the sky you love is falling"
Oddly i kinda wish i could watch more glee. rocky horror glee show was AH-maziful
"Rip you and me"
Rock on

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Epic Fail

Fri, 22 Oct 2010 22:24:08 GMT

I am so pathetic that this morning i sharpened my eyeliner pencil and went to use it. When doing that a piece of wood came and attacked my eyeball. it got stuck behind my eyeball (yet manages to move around in an ohso painful way). i spent 10 min before 1st period after it worked its way to a visible spot on my eye pushing it around the surface of my eye. PLUS, once i finally got it out, my eye was red as pink eye ALL day long. Fantastic! Atleast i get to listen to some 3oh!3. Yeh!!! "Girl i gotta go. finished with the show but if you wanna ____ me, i won't say no."
To make my day slightly pleasant, i am planning on watching the mentalist and project runway (dont care who's cut, as long as it's Gretchen or Michael c. ;))

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Orchestra!!!!!

Thu, 21 Oct 2010 20:51:39 GMT

Yeah, i'm in the orchestra. Or as some like to call it the dork-estra. I play the double bass and i'm 2nd out of 2 chairs. yeah. i'm bad ass.
i have to wear a costume for the concert (i repeat dorkestra!) and i'm being a ragdoll :)
In other news, i did poorly on my science presentation. it was supposed to be 10 min (rubric said 8-10!) but mine was 7min et 55 sec. i get a letter grade off plus all the stuff he thinks i did wrong. FABULOUS.
My happy comment to cut the mean is: Dule Hill is IMDb's character of the day!!!! Gus is my fave character (though i can't choose between him et Shawn)
God, it feels like friday! (and right back to being pessimistic)
I just bought streets of gold album by 3oh!3. it's fantastic. i really love it.
And next i change the topic again. Project Runway. Not enough avant garde challenges. Nuff said ;)

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Bored enough to post twice in 10 minutes

Mon, 18 Oct 2010 15:59:59 GMT

TV i want to be watching right now but isn't available:
1. psych(already gone through my box set of 1st season yesterday)
2. mentalist
3. america's next top model
4. project runway (watched a bit but can only see so much nina at a time)
5. white collar
6. covert affairs
7. glee
8. american idol
9. survivor
10. big bang theory

Wouldn't even mind watching reruns that's how bored i am

Check this map out! dream width is by live journal and bay of drama
http://xkcd.com/802_large/

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PSYCH!

Mon, 18 Oct 2010 15:52:27 GMT

i am going to explode! i can't wait til psych comes back.........
i think juliet et shawn are finally going to become a couple <3

Shawn + Gus forever
Pinapple :)

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Crush-a-thon!

Sun, 17 Oct 2010 18:07:29 GMT

This year some blogger decided to have a contest for the best guys in books like Jace TMI, Will id, Peeta hg, Gale hg, Darcy P&P, etc. Right now they're in the 1st round with 24 candidates (Jace is winning), but still had the qualifiers up (Jay at 43rd really? makes me mad).

The top 24 in order:

1 Jace Wayland THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS, Cassandra Clare
2 Will Herondale THE INFERNAL DEVICES, Cassandra Clare
3 Peeta Mellark THE HUNGER GAMES Series, Suzanne Collins
4 Jem Carstairs THE INFERNAL DEVICES, Cassandra Clare
5 Damon Salvatore THE VAMPIRE DIARIES, L.J. Smith
6 Edward Cullen THE TWILIGHT SAGA, Stephenie Meyer
7 Finnick Odair THE HUNGER GAMES Series, Suzanne Collins
8 Fitzwilliam Darcy PRIDE & PREJUDICE, Jane Austen
9 Gale Hawthorne THE HUNGER GAMES Series, Suzanne Collins
10 Jasper Whitlock THE TWILIGHT SAGA, Stephenie Meyer
11 Dimitri Belikov VAMPIRE ACADEMY, Richelle Mead
12 Patch Cipriano HUSH HUSH, Becca Fitzpatrick
13 Eric Northman SOOKIE STACKHOUSE/TRUE BLOOD/SOUTHERN VAMPIRE MYSTERIES, Charlaine Harris
14 Sirius Black HARRY POTTER Series, J.K. Rowling
15 Harry Potter HARRY POTTER Series, J.K. Rowling
16 Sam Roth SHIVER, Maggie Stiefvater
17 Percy Jackson PERCY JACKSON & THE OLYMPIANS, Rick Riordan
18 Adrian Ivashkov VAMPIRE ACADEMY, Richelle Mead
19 Draco Malfoy HARRY POTTER Series, J.K. Rowling
20 Marcus Flutie THE JESSICA DARLING SERIES, Megan McCafferty
21 Jacob Black THE TWILIGHT SAGA, Stephenie Meyer
22 Stefan Salvatore THE VAMPIRE DIARIES, L.J. Smith
23 Wesley/The Dread Pirate Roberts THE PRINCESS BRIDE, William Goldman
24 Daniel Grigori FALLEN, Lauren Kate

People who just missed the mark:

Simon Lewis THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS, Cassandra Clare
Christian Ozera VAMPIRE ACADEMY, Richelle Mead
Michael Moscovitz THE PRINCESS DIARIES, Meg Cabot
Remus Lupin HARRY POTTER Series, J.K. Rowling
Wes Baker THE TRUTH ABOUT FOREVER, Sarah Dessen

Can check it out at this link http://community.livejournal.com/bookcrushathon/

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My Life as a Romantic Comedy.....

Sun, 17 Oct 2010 17:49:17 GMT

I got this idear from a blog post i recently saw when looking for fan art for the mortal instrument's Jace. You choose the following things:
- actors who will play:
~ Yourself alias the main character
~ The true love
~ The "mistake"
~ The true love's best friend
~ The rival
~ Sister/brother (or both)
~ The Best Friend
~ The Best Gay Friend
~ The pet
~ The city

- And now you have to choose YOUR PERSONAL SOUNDTRACK, of course:
~ Opening credits
~ Falling in love
~ The Kiss
~ Sex
~ The break up
~ The psychological breakdown
~ Shopping with friends
~ The getting back together
~ End Credits
Pretty sweet shit right.

i chose:
Me = Bonnie Wright (minus British accent)

True Love = Alex Pettyfer (even though i would love to say Jude Law b/c of my creepy love for him)

The Mistake = Nicholas Hoult (b/c England is my obsession)

True Love's best friend = Gregg Sulkin

The rival = Brit Robertson (not b/c i hate her but b/c i want her in my romantic comedy and she could steal my bf)

Sisters = Megan Park and Anna Kendrick

Best Friend = Mae Whitman

Gay Best Friend = Allen Evangelista (he may not seem gay to you but i wanted an Asian)

My setting = Prince Edward Island, Canada

My soundtrack :)

Opening- Bullet Soul by Switchfoot
Falling in Love- Rhythm of Love by Plain White T's
The Kiss- Without You by Christina Auguilera
Sex- Treasure by Flyleaf
Break up- Always Be My Baby by David Cook (redid on American Idol. better than Mariah)
Break down- Quiet by Demi Lovato
Shopping- Misguided Ghosts by Paramore
Get back together- Your Song by Ewan McGregor (from moulin rouge; i like most songs when redone)
Ending- She's a Lady by Forever the Sickest Kids
That playlist is a mix of my fave artists and songs

There is my fabulous romantic comedy! Coming to theater near you.......
Ps- i tried to add pics but they wouldn't show up :(. Also, i accidentally posted the last post twice and can't delete it

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Feeling passionate AND fabulous at the same time

Thu, 07 Oct 2010 00:00:22 GMT

Just felt an overwhelming need to express how i feel about "The Duff" by Kody Keplinger in a series of amazilicious statements
A)Wesley Rush doesn't chase girls but i'm chasing you (hottest thing about Wesley is that he sent this note)
B)Bianca is a cynical tough ass (just like moi)
C)Bianca is aggressive and not afraid to be violent (just like I)
D)Bianca is just like me!
E)Bianca is average looking(i think(and just like this girl)) and she can still land a hot guy!(unrealistic and totally not like me but who gives a damn)
F)Wesley is a total mlut(man-slut) and can still change to be romantic :)
G)Insane friends of Bianca
H)to further that statement, Jessica is a hopeless optimist(blehhhhh) who wants to date an obviously gay guy
I)Casey is a freaking amazon who still manages to think she is Saquatch(bigfoot also applies)
J)Dad of Bianca's hits her(me = mad!) but Wesley protects her
K)the flowers Wesley sends to Bianca to tell her he loves her
L)Wesley thinks Bianca's eye rolling is a turn-on
M)The fact that Wesley's voice makes Bianca 'want to commit suicide'
N)Wesley thinks that is so much of a turn-on that he doesn't seem to comprehend the statement's meaning
O)Wesley's insensitive 'DUFF' theory (not going to tell you the actual theory but duff means Designated Ugly Fat Friend)
P)the fact that Wesley calls Bianca 'Duffy' until she tells him she hates it
Q)Bianca leaving Wesley inspires him to not seem as much of a mlut
R)hate side of my passion = Toby + Bianca (his personality makes me want to puke cuz he has none)
S)Grandma assumes Bianca is one of Wesley's sluts (not nice to assume; i know that now)
T)Kody Keplinger's choices for Bianca and Wesley in a not gonna happen movie are purrrrfect
U)Bianca's mildly slutty faux-relationship with Jessica's bro(scandalous)
V)Couldn't put it down no matter how many times i tried (many peeps weren't happy with me....)
W)Bianca's a democrat! (i like to say i'm independent so......yeh)
X)Bianca is constantly going on impulse (talk about RANDOM KISSES FOR WESLEY!)
Y)Casey et Jessica try to get Bianca to dance even though it is obvious she won't
Z)I have too many statements for the alphabet to express my burning PASSION for this book!

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My Fave Books Ever!

Mon, 04 Oct 2010 00:26:05 GMT

Goodness this is a cliche entry but i don't care.
I like....
the mortal instruments series (four letter name i don't even have to spell out)
the duff (the manslut is really quite sweet)
my love lies bleeding (that sounds pretty sketchy but it is awesome)
raised by wolves (cuz bryn kicks ass)
strange angels (whole series when graves disappeared, my personality disappeared. JKJK)
vamp academy (i have a shrine to mason in my bathroom)
this lullaby (cuz dexter is a super hot add boy)
pretty much any book with the love interest named zach or daniel is amaziful (includes fallen, shadow of the moon gallagher girls, shadow hill, etc)
bodyfinder (only time the name jay is not gay)
blue bloods (like this if you didn't know jack was plat. blond til 4th book)
the it girl series (julian was always meant to be with jenny! tall + short = HAWT)
linger (1st book sucked. cole + isabel made it rock)

there's a taste of my book tastes. it is not complete paranormal bs. just mostly.
my fave authors = elizabeth scott, cassie clare, mel marr, mari mancusi, maureen johnson, becca fitzpat., katie macalister, collins/rideout combo, rachel hawthorne, Simone Elkeles, kim derting, gena showalter, bree despain, christine johnson, kody keplinger

most of that was abbreviated..........cassie clares musical inspiration for books is prettiful so check it out......yeh!

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